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Thursday, November 15, 2012
Black Lung - Dr. Donald Rasmussen, a Doctor Devoting his life to defeat Black Lung
Dr. Donald Rasmussen
Dr. Donald Rasmussen, a Doctor Devoting His Life to Defeating Black Lung
Interviewed by Betty Dotson-Lewis
Oral History Interview with Dr. Donald L. Rasmussen
The story of the coal miners' struggle in obtaining black lung benefits as well as the events leading up to Jock Yablonski, his wife and daughter's brutal murder during his bid for President of the United Miners Workers of America.
(Introductory comments by friends and associates)
Sherry Williams, August 6, 2002, Beckley, WV
In 1975 Dr. Rasmussen helped my mother get her black lung. My father died when he was 51 years old. Dr. Rasmussen performed an autopsy and that was instrumental in my mother getting black lung. He has been instrumental in getting hundreds and hundreds of coalminers their black lung. He is not only a number one doctor. He is a number one person.
Cecil Roberts, UMWA (United Miners Workers of America) President - August, 2002
As a champion for human rights, Dr. Donald Rasmussen helped spearhead the fight waged by the United Mine Workers of America and other advocates to compensate victims of black lung and prevent further victimization. As a leading expert on pulmonary disease, he helped change the way that America's medical profession views this disease. Through his extensive research on black lung, he was able to dispel the mythology spewed by operator-hired doctors, who often claimed the disease resulted from smoking instead of coal dust. As an outspoken advocate for justice, he played a key role in shaping laws that provide compensation and benefits for black lung victims, including thousands of UMWA members, in West Virginia and across America.
Alan Derickson, Penn St. Professor and author, Black Lung: Anatomy of a Public Health Disaster
Donald Rasmussen made a singular and extremely important contribution to the historic efforts to compensate victims of black lung and to prevent further victimization. All those who care about this issue and, beyond that, about a human society are deeply in his debt.
Mike Clark. Yellowstone National Park, Heritage Foundation, August, 2002
Please pass on to Dr. Rasmussen my warmest personal regards. I have few heroes left -- perhaps a legacy of growing older in America -- but he is one of my heroes and I admire him enormously. His work remains for me the outstanding example of a medical doctor in Appalachia responding to a region-wide crisis, bringing his medical expertise and moral judgment to bear on the problem, and then helping ordinary people and their union work to solve the problem.
His expertise on black lung and his willingness to help thousands of victims and their families improved the lives of miners throughout the country. All of us who care about coal miners and the coal mining regions of the United States are forever indebted to him for his service, his humanity, and his leadership over the past thirty years.
During my time at Highlander and in the years since, I have often been reminded of his unique role and his leadership in bringing about reforms in the coal industry and in public health for rural people in this country. I remember his willingness to not only help coal miners, but to also educate other industrial workers about hazards in the workplace.
For example, once at a Highlander workshop for textile workers suffering from brown lung, Dr. Rasmussen made the long drive to Highlander and spent a day with about thirty disabled textile workers. At the end of the day, one leader in the group, with tears in her eyes, told me -- "That's the first doctor I've ever met who told us the truth about why we can't breathe and who has helped us figure out what to do about it."
Those workers went on to gain some degree of compensation for their disease in North and South Carolina because of what Dr. Rasmussen taught them that day.
I think this kind of story could be repeated again and again about the good doctor. Please convey to him my complete admiration for his career and my thanks for all he has done for working people in this country.
Sophia, West Virginia
July, 2002
During an oral history interview with a coalminer suffering from black lung, I learned that Dr. Donald Rasmussen was still in the Appalachian area. I wrote a letter to him explaining the purpose of my website and sent him copies of several stories I had collected from coal miners. I asked him for an oral history interview to capture the story of the miners' struggle in obtaining black lung benefits; as well as the events leading up to Jock Yablonski, his wife and daughter's, brutal murder during his bid for President of the United Miners Workers of America.
Two weeks passed, no call, no letter, nothing from Dr. Rasmussen-I was becoming a little skeptical, a little worried I would not get this great story-then one day, I was busy working at my desk in the early afternoon around two p.m. when my phone rang; it was Dr. Rasmussen. We spoke briefly and he agreed to an oral history interview
I was so excited I immediately emailed friends out of the region who are familiar with Dr. Rasmussen's work; Branscome, NYC; Hall, DC; Clark, Montana; Derickson, Penn St. I quickly wrote Ken Hechler a letter. Then, I told everyone in the office, Dr. Rasmussen is giving me an oral history oral. I was the lucky one.
He invited me to come to his home in Sophia, WV on the following Tuesday around 5:30 pm. (same coal camp town where Sen. Robert C. Byrd grew up). I left for Sophia on that Tuesday right after work heading toward Sophia, WV on Robert C. Byrd Drive. At exit 42, the sign said "keep right for Sophia."
I arrived in Sophia, a typical southern Appalachian coal mining town. At the stop light, I turned right instead of left and realized I was lost. Pulled over to the side and waved to a town cop, who immediately came to my rescue. When I asked him for directions to Dr. Rasmussen's home, he just said, "Follow me." It was probably two blocks away. A home for Dr. Rasmussen in the heart of the Southern Appalachian coalfields of West Virginia.
I was greeted warmly by Dr. Rasmussen, his beautiful wife, Carmen, their dog and two of their 6 cats.
How did you get here and become involved in the coal miners' struggles?
Rasmussen -"The Journal of American Medical Association classified ad in October, 1962 read, - "Doctors Needed in Beckley, West Virginia, at the Miners Memorial Hospital"
"I came to look around and never left." - Dr. Donald Rasmussen, Black Lung Specialist, told me.
When did you become an advocate for the coalminers and their families?
Rasmussen -I was merely caring for my patients. It was all in the scope of my job, I never considered the work I did as anything beyond what my job called for in caring for my patient. I never used the term "advocate" to describe myself-just a physician performing my duty. Unfortunately not a lot has changed for the coal miner, maybe some in the areas of safety and health improvements have been made.
Where did you grow up, was it near West Virginia?
Rasmussen -I was born in the southern part of Colorado in a little place called Manassa, just north of the New Mexico state line on the banks of the Conejas River, close to a town called Alamosa, between Trinidad and Durango.
When I was five, my family left there and moved to Ft. Collins where my father went to veterinary school. I attended school in Ft. Collins through the first three grades; when my dad got out of school we moved to Ogden, Utah where my dad's brother had a veterinary practice.
We lived there in Ogden up to my junior year in high school. We moved to Logan, Utah, where I finished high school and pre-med in college. So, I was not born in West Virginia but many miles away.
Where did you complete your education?
Rasmussen -I did my undergraduate work at Utah State University at Logan, Utah. I then went to medical school in Salt Lake City at the University of Utah. I graduated in 1952 I interned at the University of Minnesota and then spent one year at the University of Utah and two years at Letterman General Army Hospital in San Francisco. I had one year of pulmonary residency at Fitzsimmons General Hospital in Colorado.
I was in the Army in 1955 and stayed until 1962. I was in the Army for some of my training at Letterman and Fitzsimmons Army Hospitals. I was in the Army between Korea and Vietnam serving initially at Ft. Ord, California. Then I was assigned to Fitzsimmons as Chief of TB and then Chief of Chest Services at Brookside Hospital at Ft. Sam, Houston, Texas.
When I got out of the army and I was looking for a place to practice medicine, I ran across an ad in JAMA (Journal of American Medical Association),"Doctors needed in Beckley, West Virginia at the Miners Memorial Hospital." They were going to pay my way out and back. I came in October 1962 just to look around and I never left.
I liked what I saw, the facility and the people. I was very much impressed with the medical staff at the Miners Memorial Hospital in Beckley in 1962. They had, for example, a pulmonary specialist. He was Robert Hyatt and he subsequently went to the Mayo Clinic and eventually became the director of the Mayo Clinic's Pulmonary Function.
(Author's note: I spoke with Dr. Hyatt on the phone at his cabin in northern Minnesota after Dr. Rasmussen told me that he had originally practiced at the Miners Memorial Hospital. He has just retired after three decades of work at the Mayo Clinic. I also learned that Dr. Hyatt supervised doctors at Ground Zero; to help diagnose rescue workers suffering from respiratory problems at the site of the September 11 attacks - Dr. Hyatt told me he was leaving Miners Memorial Hospital when Dr. Rasmussen came on board but he did remember him well. Dr. Hyatt said he had visited the area two years ago looking for the little state police headquarters converted to a house he and his family occupied while living in Beckley. He told me that his daughter attended college in Blacksburg, VA. Finally, Dr. Hyatt said that he could never forget the beauty of the region but was appalled by what he saw happening with mountaintop removal.)
Rasmussen -We had a pathologist who was interested in cytopathology. We had a
Cardiologist who had done a lot of work on cardiac rhythm who later was working with George Washington Medical Center. A medical center was dedicated to him. We had others who were excellent, plus the situation was comfortable with the closeness of the staff and the salary was attractive. I also liked the idea of caring for the coal miners. I was impressed. I never regretted coming to the hospital. I was fascinated by the work.
When I came, I had no knowledge about coal miners' lung disease, black lung. I did not come for that but I began to see a lot of miners who had trouble with their lungs and breathing. I became more interested and began to study the cases. They had definite shortness of breath. Even the X-rays did not show very much.
Breathing studies might not show much either but we had seen a lot of different types of lung disease at Fitzsimmons. The patient may not show shortness of breath until they exercised. Normally these people would show a drop in oxygen in the blood.
I was able to persuade the hospital to get a gas analyzer and I guess the first coal miner that we exercised and drew blood from showed the same kind of abnormalities we had seen in unusual lung disease cases in hospitals where I trained in Denver and San Antonio.
For example, here was a guy, a coal miner, who complained of shortness of breath. His breathing test was normal, but through the exercise studies we were able to determine a respiratory problem. We found a fair number of those with shortness of breath with abnormalities and function and that was very interesting. I did not come here to do lung disease, but this really got me interested. I was fascinated by these cases.
Later, I quit my job with the Miners Hospital and spent two years in the public health services. I was doing the same type of studies though, and I traveled throughout the Appalachian coalfields supervising two field teams evaluating Appalachian coalminers. I was able to continue to do the exercise studies while I was in the public health field.
To date we have evaluated approximately 50,000 coalminers for black lung disease. About forty percent of those who have come to us show some evidence of the disease. We continue to find the same abnormalities, as well as miners with COPD.
What I began to do after public health service-was to write reports for some of these men for social security disability and others who were filing workers compensation claims as a result of respiratory problems. I actually spent a lot of time being cross examined as an expert witness. I would go to Charleston and testify and be cross-examined.
Also, I have served as an expert witness before federal judges in Washington, DC or in many cases the attending physician in cases relating to Black Lung claims such as the appeal case of Mildred Clovis, widow of Everett Clovis vs. FMC Mining Equipment Division, Decision issued, December 22, 2000). These cases usually involve the awarding of a miner or his widow benefits and then the coal operator tries to take those benefits away. These cases are heard by Federal Appeals Judges.
Then in 1968 Dr. Hawey Wells, a pathologist in the public health service, who was working at Johnstown, PA., (had been working in Washington, D.C. with Congress) invited me and three coal miners to come to Washington and testify before the Judicial Subcommittee. l never thought that Subcommittee or the Bill they were talking about had any authority over the coalminers and lung disease. There were so many injuries and fatalities at that time in the mines due to inadequate health and safety measures.
I suppose that was the first time I did any advocacy work, trying to explain to congressman the problems miners had. The next year the miners had their annual convention in Denver, the fall of '68. Those miners came back from that convention with a strong determination to change laws. Dr. Lorin Kerr, who had been concerned about coal miners' lung disease for many years, gave a talk at the convention. That was the spark that really got it going. They began to organize for changes in the workers compensation laws and an election was coming up.
The miners wanted the House and Senate to talk to Dr. I. E. Buff who had been talking about lung disease for some time as it related to the coal industry. He was drawing a lot of attention to the problems. There was also a group of local union presidents that came to my office and asked me to speak to and for the miners in the workers compensation cases and they begin to invite me, Buff and Wells to their organization meetings.
After that we were known as a circus; Buff and Wells were great entertainers. I was shocked at what Buff would do. He would thunder out, "Y'all got black lung and y'all gonna die!"
It was an interesting act to try to follow. Wells was the one who had gotten the dry inflated lung tissue from Dr. Lorin Kerr and he would crunch this stuff up and let it fall to the floor and say, "That is what is happening to your brothers' lungs."
Buff would come with an oxygen tank and mask and a white hat and black hat. He would tell the miners about the legislators, "They wear their black hat when they talk to coal operators. He would wear the oxygen tank and oxygen mask and roar this when talking to miners, "This is what you will end up wearing." That was quite an experience.
In November 1968 the mine at Mannington blew up. This focused the whole county on the mine issue. It was obvious they needed laws to address safety and health of the coal miners nationwide. Legislation was needed for workers compensation to become more fair for the miners.
They kept that up at rallies and really what they did over Christmas and New Years in 1968 and 69 at Cabin Creek, they organized the Black Lung Association. A large percentage of the miners in the state belonged to the organization.
They hired a lawyer. The first President of the Black Lung Association was Charles Brooks, a black miner, who began working in the mines in 1941. He mortgaged his home to get a down payment for a lawyer. Paul Kauffman was the lawyer; Paul had been a West Virginia state senator in 1968. He ran for governor and lost. I campaigned for Paul. That was the first time I had done anything like that. His son is Circuit Judge in Charleston, Todd Kauffman. Paul basically wrote the provisions for the Black Lung Association. (Paul, his wife and another son were killed by a drunk driver in the '80s).
Warren McGraw who was a West Virginia House of Delegates member at the time, also, wrote a model and was very instrumental in the passing of what the Black Lung Association wanted.
At any rate, The Black Lung Association lobbied in the state capitol. They had representatives from all over the state. The miners had some of the lung tissue from Dr. Lorin Kerr and they carried it around in a coffin with a sign "Black Lung Kills." Basically, they polled every member of the House and Senate. They were complimented by some of the most conservative news media because they were said to have not even overturned an ash tray.
They were orderly; this subsequently culminated in some big rallies held all over the state. Eventually, in Charleston they had the combined House and Senate Judicial hearings in which three groups participated.
The United Mine Workers President, Tony Boyle, opposed the legislation. He even sent a delegate from Washington, D.C. in an attempt to dissuade the Black Lung Association in going on with their proposal. Kaufman put a stop to that by debating an attorney they had chosen.
When the hearings started, The Black Lung Association had some of us testify on their behalf. The coal operators had experts to testify. The group The United Miners Workers had selected included the renowned radiologist, Dr. Eugene Prendergrass. They looked at the lung disease X-rays from Phil Jetrow Gough from Great Britain who had done the pioneer work on coal workers lung disease. Leon Cander at one time had been Governor Scranton's Chief of Lung Disease in Pennsylvania. At that time he was professor of medicine and physiology in San Antonio.
The testimonies of these three were 100% in favor of what the members of the Black Lung Association proposed. Afterward they rebroadcast the hearing. That night Leon came to the hotel and he was saying, "We won!" "We won!" "We won!"
At any rate, we all felt so happy and satisfied by that hearing. Guess what? They claimed the transcript had been lost and they came out with a new proposal that was worse than what the miners had been living under.
Kauffman and McGraw started scrambling to get something but that was not quick enough. The miners started walking out all over the state. They agreed to adopt some of the provisions the Black Lung Association wanted. The most significant was the "Presumption Clause" which said that if someone had worked ten years or more in the mines subjected to dust exposure, you didn't need X-rays.
They keep trying to bend that all the time. That has helped a good many miners by having that "Presumption Clause" in there. It has been valuable to coal miners. When Governor Moore signed that bill the miners went back to work.
July 30, 2002 - second interview, Sophia, West Virginia: This interview took place after Quecreek, Pennsylvania, mine disaster which occurred on July 25, 2002 resulting in miners trapped underground.
We talked about the Quecreek rescue and Dr. Rasmussen told me he was not surprised the miners were still alive. I asked him about the rumors of inadequate mapping as the possible fault for the cutting in of the abandoned adjacent mine. He told me in many cases the mapping is fine - sometimes coal operators instruct the miners to go beyond the lines on the map.
Dr. Rasmussen told me the following stories about miners he knew.
One story was about a miner who was involved in a mining accident, both legs were cut off - at that time there was no workmen's compensation or unemployment and he had to support his family, he made a cart with wheels, rolled himself into the mines and continued to shovel coal.
We talked about the role of the coal operator and the concept of "Paternalism" brought about by coal camp life with the coal operator controlling the life of the miner and his family; I was disturbed by this revealing statement - "Yes, they depended on the coal operator for everything-in many cases the miners were treated no better than slaves." I remember a story, he said, "A miner living in a coal-camp, his sister died. She lived in another town. He needed a cash advance to go to her funeral. The coal company required he report all his assets, everything he owned; when the coal company officials found out he had a cook stove in his house not purchased at the company story, they denied the salary advance and the brother was unable to attend the funeral."
His wife Carmen came into the kitchen where we were working and she told me she came from a family of coal miners. She said that her grandfather worked in the coalmines, underground. He was in a mining accident and got both his legs cut off. She said that her grandparents never wanted her father to work in the mines.
What kept you involved in this movement?
The thing that motivated me-I could see the injustice done to coal miners in the workers' compensation arena because some of the miners I had may not have had enough X-rays to satisfy people in those positions who had a say; so those miners were denied Black Lung benefits. We had a big fight on hand. We knew, based on studies from Britain, we could cut down on lung disease by cutting down on the dust the miners were exposed to in the mines. This has been known for hundred of years. So the proposition has been made repeatedly over the years to take measures to cut down on the dust in the mines.
I wanted to get laws passed for the miners, but I never voluntarily pushed myself out. I was invited to come and testify before the Congressional Committee in D.C. I did not voluntarily push myself out and I never considered myself an advocate; I only did the work I knew was correct. I saw the miners who needed help; I never felt I was leading a charge. I just told of my own experiences and went on from that position. Everything I did and said was from the laboratory and that is basically the same thing that happens now on a daily basis. I do stick up for miners who have impairment and so I back up the same thing I say. So basically, that is what I do. That is part of my normal duty-to take care of my patients in whatever capacity needed.
I don't know exactly how the miners began their progress toward getting Black Lung Legislation; maybe it was through the directions from Ken Hechler or John Kline. John Kline was one of the original VISTA (Volunteers in Service to America) workers which began in 1964. John Kline had worked for years helping people. He finally decided to go to law school and had recently graduated and I heard has begun his own law practice.
Craig Robinson, (you have to talk to Craig Robinson-get his story for your project) he actually had been working with poor people and many were displaced miners and disenfranized miners who were members of the UMWA (United Mine Workers of America) whose benefits had been illegally and improperly withheld He was interested in the Black Lung legislation. He met with miners who should have been retired and receiving benefits; but because of the lack of legislation, they were denied. They talked about what should be in the bill for coal miners. He worked along with Rick Banks. They even began formulating a Bill. They enlisted the help of Delegate Warren McGraw. (You need to interview Warren McGraw, he is now Chief Justice) He worked very hard in getting the Act of 1969 with changes in West Virginia Workers Compensation Law.
The Black Lung Association hired Paul Kaufman, an attorney, to write a model bill and to get it introduced; he consulted with those of us involved in the Black Lung Association. Paul knew the ropes on how to get bills introduced into the legislation because he was a former senator himself; so he knew the mechanism.
Well, I guess it was "politics" because it was funny that the bill was delayed and the two groups that Craig had been working with joined together and so they put forth the bill. Craig Robinson and John Kline were principal guys in that work in getting that important Bill passed. They were also strong advocates for the Federal Mine Health and Safety Act.
Craig along with Dr. Daniel Doyle built that up, that clinic as one of the most effective, strong clinics in operation. Craig knew everything about that place. He knew everything, all the records, who was to be paid; they were always trying to improve the image of the place. He is sorta like my boss now. He is doing the same thing at my clinic-trying to salvage it, to keep it from going under financially. Craig can do it, if anyone can.
John Cline stayed around here and worked at various community service jobs. He became a great advocate lobbying for coal miners in their attempts for federal benefits and worked out of New River Clinic for a long time.
What about your clinic, what is going on, can it be saved?
What became the Southern West Virginia Clinic in 1964 was founded when UMWA Welfare and Retirement Fund sold the clinics and hospitals they funded in West Virginia, Virginia and Kentucky to a non-profit group Regional Health Care.
When that happened, most of the doctors who had been here formed the clinic. There was not adequate space at the hospital so in 1967 they built this building. Some of the original doctors are still there at the clinic - Yates and Maiola, they are still here and they came here before I did in 1962.
What were the other guys like, Buff and Wells, did you get along and what has happened to them?
Wells is alive and living in Martinsburg, West Virginia. Buff is dead. We were like a group. I had known Wells since 1964 when he came as a doctor for the public health service. He grew up here. His father was a professor at Concord College. Wells is the kind of guy you can get into a real fight with and the next day everything is fine. He is a likeable guy. You should talk with Wells. He did some of the early pathology work in this country along with Lorin Kerr.
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Were you ever in danger or were you threatened?
There were some times when a few threats were made but that was primarily during the United Mine Workers election in 1969. Following the election and actually two weeks after the election, Hechler called me up and said, "I miss those rallies. Yes, let's have another rally, a post rally."
We organized a post rally at Sophia High School, near Beckley, WV. Quite a big crowd of people came. Hechler came a little late and a car with three passengers was parked in the path between the sidewalk and the high school front door. Ken walked over to the car. It was those men who later murdered Yablonski. They had Ken on their list to murder, and they had been following him all the time. It is amazing. The sad part is they didn't have to pay hardly any money to get those guys to do this.
I was with Yablonski at every rally he had between Fairmont, West Virginia and Pikeville, Kentucky, At every single rally. I would do it again. Yablonski, I thought and still do think he would have done things differently. He would have made a strong Union president. He would have picked the union up. If only Yablonski had not been murdered. Two districts in Eastern Kentucky, one in Virginia and several in West Virginia and Ohio and Pennsylvania-that is where the Yablonskis lived-in a nice place in southwest Pennsylvania, that is where they were killed. murdered in their own home in 1969.
It didn't take long for the law enforcement to arrest the murderers because they had been casing the place and had people writing down the license plate numbers of people coming through the area. I think it was only the next day, and that made us more determined than ever to form the Miners for Democracy.
The Girl From Stretchneck Holler, Inside Appalachia
Monday, November 12, 2012
Vietnam War Veteran
"Good Morning Vietnam "
Oral History
Interview with Flavie Hugh Ellison II, Vietnam War Veteran
What
are some of the lasting effects of fighting a war, in your opinion?
I
used to be a big hunter but I don't even own a gun now, I have got deer and
rabbits running all over my property and I can't even shoot one, because I was
in a war. I was in the Vietnam War. I
don't own a gun. I saw so much
killing. I got a five gallon bucket of
rocks I throw at rabbits and deer because I can't shoot anything. I can't do it. No war movies. I can't watch any war movies
or any movies where people get killed. I
just can't do it. When I was young, I
watched all those vampire movies and everything but after the war, I can't do
it.
Now
about half the guys over there, you know, I remember all their faces, but not
their names. All the guys had nicknames
and mine was "Crazy L" (L was for Ellison).
A
good friend of mine that was over there-I haven't got a hold of since then. His
grandmother was still on the reservation I think, Okalahoma. She was full-bloodied Cherokee, and his
nickname was "Fast Eddie."
Damn, all those memories.
What was it like growing up for you?
See,
my parents died when I was young and I walked to grade school. It was back in those days when there were no
buses for grade schools kids. I walked
three miles one way to school. It was a
two room school and the last half of my eighth grade year, I was the only one
in the eighth grade. "Talkin' small." Yeah, I was the only eighth grade
student. The other family moved
away. There was two of us at the
beginning of the year and they moved down south, so that left me the only one
in the eighth grade.
How did you parents die?
My
Dad-a car ran over my Dad. Three years
later, my Mom died of cancer. I may have
been ten at that time. I lived with my
one grandmother on and off for awhile.
There were seven of us kids. My
one aunt, mom's sister up in Ohio ,
took the three youngest, my oldest sister and my oldest brother were on their
own. The other aunt took my other
brother just out on Cranberry Road
in Craigsville. My grandmother took
me. I had to cut the grass, work in the
garden. They didn't like for me to go
anywhere, and she was raising another child who had living parents.
Grandma Bessie was getting some kind of check
for me, but I never did see any of it. I
worked in the hay field for Wade Bailey and Paul Cooper for fifty cents per
hour. Then finally, things just kept
getting worse where I was staying with my grandmother. I just took off. My senior year in high school-do you know
where Curtin Bridge is, between Craigsville and
Richwood? I lived down there. I gathered up an old blanket and a pillow from
somewhere and I slept out in the middle of a river on a flat rock. I ate a lot of fish. I fished every evening and every night. I was a senior in high school. See, that is why I didn't graduate, things
just got to the point where I couldn't buy my cap and gown and stuff, the last
two or three weeks I didn't go. Half the
kids didn't go. We weren't doing
anything and I already had my report card but they wouldn't let me
graduate. They said I dropped out which
was a crock. I just didn't go the last
two or three weeks, and when I went up there for graduation they wouldn't let
me in.
Shortly
after that, I was, I think about nineteen, see I already had two older brothers
in the Service and I was tired of not having anything, Hell, I thought I will
just join the Army. I couldn't pass the
physical because of the rheumatic fever I had when I was five and six years
old. I was in the first grade that is
why I had to pull two years of the first grade.
I didn't go to school enough.
Anyway,
I went up to Ohio ,
I had aunts and uncles and relatives, I figured Hell, I will just go up there
and get a job and I did. That would have
been in '62 or '63. I worked up there a
couple of years, then I figured well, Hell, I will just go and join the
Army. I failed again. The same thing. So then I went to Southern
California , Pasadena ;
my oldest sister was out there. I went
to work out there and I lived with them awhile until I got me enough money
gathered up to rent my own place.
Well,
it was out in the Sierra
Madre Canyon ,
a beautiful area, at that time after I lived there awhile. I had five or six vehicles. I had license on every one of them and the
last day of December in '65 I bought a brand new motorcycles; I always loved
motorcycles. It was an English Bike, 750
Norton and I just had a good time. I got
in a little bit of trouble with the law, something they call "hit and
run," but the guy hit me. He was on
a 125 Honda.
I
still remember his name and where he was from.
His name was Abraham A.... and he was from Pittsburgh ,
Pennsylvania , and he was 41 and
weighed 220 lbs. He looked like a monkey
on a football. A big guy on a little
cycle like that. He went clear over my car. He hit my front fender. I had a '51 Ford convertible and he went over
my car slid down the street. I jumped
out and ran down there. The traffic was
swerving trying to miss him. He knocked
one of his shoes off. I am trying to get him up and out of the road and he took
off up the street running, screaming that he couldn't walk, he couldn't
walk. I could get a hold of him but he
wouldn't stop I couldn't hold him back.
I chased him about five blocks and I walked back down the street. The law was there and the ambulance. They wanted to know where the guy was. They didn't arrest me but they put me in the
car and we drove down the street. So we
went door to door looking for this guy; somebody got him stopped had him
stretched out on the bed in there. He
was screaming, crying; he was in bad shape.
The
cops said if I would sign papers covering his motorcycle, ambulance bill and hospital bill and give him a $100.00 per week, they would not
press charges. I paid for the motorcycle
and the ambulance. They told me he would
only be off work a week. So, at the end
of the week I went down to where he was staying. He was still on the bed. He said he would have to be off another
week. That went on five weeks.
I went down there to pay him at the end of the
fifth week and the neighbors came out and said, "Man, don't you know what
is going on?"
I
said, "What are you talking about?"
They
said that guy is a con artist. He had a '66
Cadillac convertible. His wife had a 66
Buick convertible and the three weeks I had been paying, he was off on vacation
from the post office. He delivered mail
on foot. So, I quit paying him. I just quit paying him. Two or three weeks went by and the law came
up to where I worked about the middle of the week. They told me they would give me till Friday
to come up with the rest of the guy's money.
Friday
was payday and I realized I had been taken all that time for my money, so I
said, "You know I am not going to pay that."
I
sold my '51 Ford convertible to my oldest brother who lived out there and I
sold my '33 Ford pickup truck and my other vehicles I just left the key in the
switch, the registration up over the sun visor and left them in the parking lot
and I jumped on a motorcycle and headed for West Virginia . That was July 22, 1966 .
That
was a fun trip. So I came to Craigsville
where I was born and raised. I fooled
around there for awhile. I remember I
got there on Sunday. I left California on Friday
evening and I was in Craigsville on Sunday-2650 miles. Wednesday
I figured I will just go to Florida . I had an older first cousin that lived down
there so I went down. I got there about 10 a.m. ; she was starting to fix
dinner so I stayed and had dinner and I drank some coffee with Junior and
jumped on my bike and headed for New
York .
I
had been up there before. I had worked
up there. I spent the night up there and
I started back to California
and I got to some little one horse- town in Texas and changed my mind and came back to West Virginia .
I
was in West Virginia
for awhile then I wound up in Ohio . Beautiful country, a wide stop in the
road. That was where I was working when
I got drafted.
You were drafted after failing
the physical two times?
I
stopped at a little post office every evening to get my mail. I got a long white envelope (about the last
part of June, 1968) that said "Greetings, Uncle Sam Wants You!"
I
had two weeks or so. I had to go to Cleveland about 100 miles
to take the examination and in those days that took all day. At the end of the day, I realized I had done
passed that physical and I just asked him, "Man, you know what is going
on?"
He
said, "You call me sir" and I said, "I am not in the Army
yet," and he said, "You will be."
So,
I asked him how could that be; I took two of these examinations before and
failed both of them so he looked in my records and found my name and he said,
"I see you tried to enlist."
"You
have passed this one, we are making exceptions.
You have been drafted."
Where did you go for Basic Training?
I
had two weeks time from graduation at Ft. Polk
to be at the Seattle ,
Tacoma Airport in Washington State . I was going to Vietnam .
What type of special training did you receive to prepare you for
military action in Vietnam ?
I
went over there. We touched down at
Cameron Bay, South Vietnam. I was there
three days they had what they called three day training on the ways and customs
of the people. Then they decide where
everybody is going to go. I got orders
to go up north-about 300 miles.
Did they fly you to Vietnam ?
The
plane came down to pick us up. It was a
C130, a cargo plane; about 150 of us got on there. He had lost an engine coming down , the pilot
did. (Flavie asked me, "Do you know anything about a C130?") It had four engines. He lost one coming down but all the Army had
was junk. The pilot told us, "I
think we can take off," and we did.
We
got up there about half way and I could notice a change in the sound of the
airplane. The co-pilot came back and said "Boys,that is what you are, if
you get out of this you might be men."
We
lost another engine on the same wing. It won't stay up with two engines. We are ten or twelve miles inland, and we
were going to try to make it to the South
China Beach . I will never forget what he said, now mind you,
we are heading north, he said, "We are going south and that means
down."
Viet
Cong all around. We didn't have any
weapons. My God, the pilot was good. We
just barely cleared that mountain range.
He dipped it real hard to the left and put it down on the South China
Beach . We hit the beach and it kinda skipped. We hit the beach again, hard, and it skipped
and we hit it again and it tore the right wing off and water was coming
in. That was the third day in the
country. That was the day my oldest son,
Scott was born, December
12, 1968 . (Do you know my
boy?)
What is the truth about the War in Vietnam , "were we prepared?"
Eight
or ten years ago I started to write a book and I finally just gave up on it
because I figured no one will believe it anyway. Four or five years ago, I sorted through
everything from the fire, I wrote a song, when we crashed on that C130 on the
third day; the song says, "The next nine days on the run, my year in Nam had just
begun."
The
pilot had got hold of back-up forces by radio and they sent some helicopter to
pick up some of us. They brought weapons
and sea rations.
I
was just in the wrong place at the wrong time; I got volunteered. Someone was going to have to stay there and guard
that C130, so they picked five of us and then we hid out up in the woods, in
the jungle on the side of the mountain.
We hid out for nine days. They
finally come down and carried that crashed C130 off with those big monsters
they call a flying crane; two of them
hovered down over and picked it up. Then I wound up going up country about
another 150 miles where I had started in the first place.
The
Army didn't make any sense in those days because I was infantry and got
assigned to an aviation battalion, 14th Aviation Battalion. Now this was all
14th Aviation Battalion and I was across the swamp with the 14th Security
Platoon but I was assigned to 170th Aviation.
Hell, I am infantry what did; I know about airplanes? Well, I found out not too long after that.
What are some of the details of being in Vietnam , like living
conditions? Were things as bad as we
heard?
Mercy,
mercy, in the beginning we just had the
regular bunkers in the ground. My old
1st sergeant, good old guy, he reminded me of my dad; he took care of me; he
took care of me, that old boy did. He
saw it somewhere-got some papers on it or something-prefabs, prefab bunkers
about twenty feet off the ground and the walls and the floor and the roof were
a foot and one half thick filled up with sand.
The idea-being up above the ground you can see better up there looking
down. So, I worked with him, me and some
of the other guys and we built twelve and by that time I am already making some
rank; I think I am Spec 4 by then.
I
was the oldest guy there twenty five except for the Sergeant and the lifers and
I am from West Virginia . Everybody knew I was from West Virginia . He put me in charge of the bunkers. All the
city boys knew I was from West
Virginia . That
is what got me in a lot of jams I got in over there. They just assumed if you lived in West Virginia , you lived
under a rock cliff. I lived on a rock,
but Hell, not everybody did. A lot of
times they would send me to places they would not send a city boy because they
just figured I could do it. They knew I
was coming back.
They
came to me one day and said that they were going to make me Acting E5, meaning I had temporary stripes and all the
responsibilities and duties of an E5, but not getting paid for it. After about a month I told them, "If I
am going in to these damn hell holes and you are expecting me to come out, I am
going to start having to get paid for E5."
They
said, "You can't quit."
Orders
came down from the battalion and I made Permanent Party, E5 Sgt. E5 gets you
about $25.00 or $30.00 extra a month ( went over as E1 and within 24 hours if
you are in combat zone, you go automatic E Deuce).
That
was about after nine months. You see if
I am not on them bunkers, I had another job there too. I done eight hours a day RTO (Radio,
Telephone Operator). It was in the Command Bunker underground. I pulled twelve hours a night on the Bunker
Line, then eight hrs a day in that Command Bunker, RTO. That is twenty hours a day. That only leaves four hours. Plus all the same time, I am having to fly
with these yo-yos across the swamp to 176th.
What are some of the events you consider major that occurred while you
were in Vietnam ?
My
God, if I told you everything it would take all day. I am going to tell you about this.
We went way up the country
somewhere, me and those guys from 176th and, Hell, rather than the co-pilot on
a helicopter, they called him a Peter Pilot.
I am the oldest guy rather than the pilot and Peter pilot and I was
given the responsibility of being Crew Chief and Door Gunner. That was with a M60 machine gun and a 50
caliber machine gun and we went up with a full rocket load, (we were carrying
all the rockets we could carry) I think seventy eight and aired off all those
rockets on a village, a known Cong village. We are on our way back-everybody drank
beer- and we never did drink going in. Coming
out is we when would drag our beer out, pilot and peter pilot are in the
cockpit; me and the other guys are in the back.
Hell, we are jut drinking our beer and proud of ourselves for getting
out of there and swapping stories about our girlfriend or wife back in the
world (that is what we called back home, "the World").
Here
comes the hard part; sometimes I can get through this, sometimes I can't.
Anyway,
we thought we was in the clear, but we weren't.
We took a rocket in the nose, right in the front belly, and it killed
the pilot; drove him right out of his seat.
A mess, blew him to pieces. The
peter pilot was sitting to the pilot's right.
It blew his left arm off (he showed me on his arm and it was even with
the shoulder) and he jump up with no arm and came to the back yelling;
everybody else was crying.
I
was the oldest, these guys are crying, it is starting to fill up with smoke and
mind you I am infantry; but these other guys are crying and squalling. I knew
they couldn't do it, so I went to the cockpit and moved what I could of the
dead pilot; he was blown all to pieces and the Peter pilot. His name was Jeff; I don't remember his last
name. Anyway, he started telling me
which lever does what, which petal does what, what gauges to keep an eye on,
what switch to flick if this happened or that happened, first time I had every
been in a cockpit in my life in a helicopter.
In a situation like that you had to fly at treetop level.
Now,
he said enough to me, he taught me how to go up or down, left or right, then he
passed out, I thought he died. I am
trying to fly this damn thing and trying to take care of him; he passed out. I
thought he died. We are running just
about 120 miles per hour. I don't know
how many miles per hour by air. It was
100 miles from back to where we were headed south, back down to the 176th and
these guys in the back are still crying. I think the peter pilot is dead, (he
wasn't but I didn't know that). I think
it was about 120miles per hour we were flying which is something less than one
hour to get down there so I start getting closer and I am starting to recognize
the country. Then, I realize I don't
know how to slow the thing down, hydraulic oil spraying everywhere, smoke
everywhere, I am getting closer and closer and I know where I have to put
down. I started working levers, pulling
switches and kicking petals. I got it slowed down to 70 or 80 miles per hour.
I
knew where I was going to have to put it down because if I missed we would wind
up in that swamp and there was alligators in the swamp. So, I hit the ground at 70 or 80 miles per hour
and it just went to flopping; it finally stopped and I realized I wasn't dead
and the guys in the back, they ain't dead; they went off squalling, cussing and
running off in the woods.
I
got the peter pilot out and what body parts I could find of the pilot-got them
and we may have been as far as that garage over there (showing me how far by
pointing to a garage across the street) and it blew up.
About
a week later I was in military court because I was not supposed to be flying
that Huey. I was infantry.
It
is just like a civilian court except it is all military. The guy was the Judge. He was Sergeant Major, something like that. They was going to court martial me because I
crashed that thing and it burned up.
They was going to charge me $250,000.
That is about less than half of what it cost new, but it was junk in the
first place. They was going to make me
sign papers to the effect they was going to take all my check except of twenty
percent. They was
going to take eighty percent of
my check and make me sign papers to the effect that I would stay in the Army
until that thing was paid for or I died, whichever one came first.
I
told him, "Hey man, your Honor, I haven't had time to get Counsel yet, you
know a lawyer?"
He
said, "I will give you two weeks."
In
two weeks I hadn't found anybody. I
didn't have time to go too far so I went back down there by myself and they
were going to make me do all that stuff, like they said; so about that minute
this peter pilot, his name was Jeff; he found out about it someway; he showed
up, the one who lost his arm.
He
told them, he said, "No, you are not going to do anything like that."
He
was talking to a superior officer and he didn't know my name, he just knew
"Crazy L." My nickname, that is all.
He
told them, " I just want this whole thing thrown out, forgotten
about. If it had not been for
"Crazy L," we would all be dead.
It was junk anyway. They turned
me loose; I was tickled to death.
I
went back up and right on the Bunker Line and right back in the Command Bunker
doing all the other too. This part here
is kinda funny and I want to tell you about it.
I didn't think it was funny then.
We
had been out somewhere with this 176th again, only this time we are on what is
called a fixed wing, 123: we get hit
with a rocket a mortar or something and the co pilot flew the door open out of
the cockpit and started throwing parachutes at everybody-only five of us in
there. I had never seen a parachute, you know.
I
said, "Man, how does this thing work?" Mind you, this airplane is coming down and
that pilot grabbed his and he said, "Watch me; you have one chance."
He
said, "We are leaving this."
I
was the last one out because I just couldn't get that thing on. I was the last one out.
While
I was still in high school, I had jumped off the top of Curtin Bridge
(a very high structure) nineteen times one summer and hit wrong seventeen times
in the river and it is way high too. You know where I am talking about, don't
you? So when I jumped out of that airplane in the parachute and I pulled that
ripcord, I was ticked to death when it opened.
Then I got to thinking about jumping off Curtin Bridge and hitting wrong
all those times and I was thinking, I hope I don't hit wrong this time. Well, I hit wrong because I saw I was going
to come down in the trees and I came down right in the top of a big tree and
skinned myself all up. It is funny now,
but it wasn't funny then.
If
I had known what I was doing, you can steer those parachutes, I didn't know it
then. Luck is what I am talking
about. Another time over we got into
some trouble and had to jump out of a helicopter and there are no parachutes on
a helicopter but were lucky we were over a rice paddy. We was probably up a 100 feet and jumped,
cause it was on fire, and I am thinking the same thing. I hit
just right, straight up and down, just right.
There
was one guy, who didn't hit right; he was tipped forward and he was out of
commission for about three weeks because of his eyes. All that stuff hit him in his eyes.
What was it like returning to the United States ? Did you know about the controversy over the
War in Vietnam ?
When
I came home, back to the USA ,
I had a little old cheap camera. I took
pictures out the airplane window-the clouds and all-and happy to be alive and I
met three guys on the plane that I didn't know when I was over there but this
was leaving there and coming back here back to what we referred to as back to
"The World," "The Freedom Flight."
I
met these three guys on the plane and we was going to land at the Seattle
Tacoma Airport, (same place I took off from) and me and these other guys had
our mind made up that when got off the plane, off the black top in the dirt, we
were going kneel down and kiss "Mother Earth," bend over and throw
dirt in our face and scream and holler and have a big time, a celebration.
Well,
when we started doing that a whole mob of people men and women together,
started throwing rocks at us and called us baby killers and hit one guy in the
head and hurt him.
Boy
that made me mad I had a notion just to fly into them. That was our homecoming. Back to our
homeland.
What did you do after returning from Vietnam ?
Then
I was going to have six months left in the Army yet, at Ft. Ord
in northern California
and while I was in Vietnam
they offered me a chance after I got to Ft. Ord ,
I was Sgt. E5 they offered to waive my time and grade as E5 if I would extend
my tour of duty thirty days.
If
I had of done that I would have qualified early out, five month drop, if you
had five months or less left. After I
got to Ft. Ord , I wish I had because they put me in
to training men to go to Vietnam . I taught three two hour classes every day on
how kill and how to survive in the jungles of Nam .
When
I got out of Vietnam ,
hell, I was happy, when I got out of the Army I celebrated. Then I moved back
to Ohio and
then I came back to West Virginia
in 1975.
What about the Vietnam War?
I
don't know, you really didn't know what to think. It has had a lasting effect on me, on my
life. I still have flashbacks and nerve
problems. I learned to speak their language. My second wife said that the
reason she left me, I was beating her up at night and speaking in Vietnamese
and calling her Nam
names. I didn't know I was doing
that. I have three appointments at the
VA Center in the next couple of months all related to the war.
Who were the victims?
Supposedly,
it was just like our Civil War in one respect the North was Communist; the
South was not. Down where I was some of
those villages (supposedly friendly villages) because they were North Vietnam
Army (NVA), Viet Cong (VC) didn't
uniforms but they were worse that the NVA.
I
have two doctors' appointments this month at the Veterans hospital because of
nerve problems. I have had to have
counseling because of the war. He has
got me on some nerve pills.
I
was up there at the Recruitment
Center and talked to Newt
McCutcheon, "Do you know Newt?"
He wrote down some stuff about what happened. I brought it for you to look over and read.
I asked Flavie if this information could it be included in his oral history? He said, "Yes."
Description of a life-threatening
episode that caused nervous condition - details as to the nature and severity
of the episode and when it occurred
(Post Traumatic Stress)
"While
stationed with the 14th Security Platoon, Cho, Lai, Republic of South Vietnam
while on duty in the guard tower over watching the parameters of our compound I
was scanning my section which was my responsibility while using my
"Starlight Scope" (ANPUS-4) I suddenly noticed that there was a clump
of something moving outside the parameter.
I
quickly called the Tower to my immediate left and right to see if they could
confirm the same thing. They saw
movement as well.
I
then called back to the CP and reached the ISG.
I explained to him what I had seen and told him that towers confirmed
the same thing.
ISG
said, "You know that you are in a "No-Fire" zone."
Suddenly
the Company Commander walked in the CP and asked the ISG what was going on, the
ISG turned the phone over to him and I explained what was going and that the
"clump" was getting closer and closer. The Company Commander also told me that we
were in a "No-Fire" zone as well.
I
asked him what to do, and he replied, "I know what I would do if it were
me."
I
acknowledged and said, "Roger Out!"
I
then phoned and told them to get ready, "We are going to give whatever is
out there all we got!"
I
was the squad leader at the time and I was in Tower #9 (Lucky #9). I always took #9 because I felt that it was
the most crucial due to the fact that we could be hit by sea or land. The guys in Towers 8 and 10 asked me who
authorized me to engage the "Clump," and I said, "Nobody move,"
I am taking responsibility of this my own damn self. I then said that we are going to open up at
the count of "3" and we did. I
initiated fire with my M-60 machine gun, Tower #8 cut loose with the M79
grenade launcher and Tower#10 with a M-14 crap began to blow up
everywhere. The engagement lasted
approximately ten-twenty seconds and then silence.
I
then looked through my "Starlight Scope" and saw nothing.
I
was on end the rest of the night. When
daylight finally arrived we checked the perimeter and found pieces of bodies
everywhere. The best I could tell there
was about five of them and the body parts were painted the same color as the
sand. There was a lot of blood too. I was relieved from my watch. I went directly to the CP and worked there
for eight hours and then caught some sleep.
I
was scared and nervous and really couldn't sleep because of what had taken
place. This is how I earned my Combat
Infantryman's Badge!
Flavie
said, "I brought you a letter from a close friend of mine, I want you to
read it and tell me what you think, when you have a minute here. It is pretty personal. " He handed me the letter. I read the letter
and I asked if he would like to have it made a part of his oral history and he
said, "Most definitely"
To Whom It May Concern;
I
was asked to write down what I thought were changes in Flavie Ellison's
personality after the Vietnam War.
He
went into Service a nice young man and came out a person without purpose. He attended church practically every
Sunday. Now he drinks - lives to drink,
has a mouth full of 'swamp' talk that can embarrass and hurt and he doesn't
understand why. He brought back
something in his mind that won't let him leave that place.
Over
the last two years he has been through two marriages, several jobs, lots of
alcohol and living alone in a very isolated place. His isolation is self-inflicted. He doesn't want company. He has become anti-social, can't hold a job,
can't hang on to relationships and says that just gets in the way of the past.
He
was in a motorcycle accident several years ago and when he woke up after being
unconscious, he had reverted back to Vietnam - didn't know his wife at
that time. But he knew his ex wife's
name and spoke Vietnamese as his training had taught him to do. His doctor, who was a Veteran, recognized the
language and could communicate with him.
Yet, today I'll bet he couldn't consciously speak any other language but
American English.
This,
this horror of that war has touched every aspect of his life and it still does
to this day. I personally feel that it
will keep affecting him the rest of his life.
He
was a "country" boy who was given a rifle, trained, and told to
KILL! And being a patriotic young man,
did just that. It went against his
passive nature, but he had been trained, so he now lives with what he saw and
did. Somewhere in all the blood and
death and warm beer, he put himself away to be brought back at a later
time. But he could never do it. So Sad.
His Friend,
Shirley Farley
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
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Excerpts from The Girl From Stretchneck Holler: Inside
Appalachia
Coal
Miner’s Son
“J. C., here’s your mason jar of milk
and bread for your dinner,” my mother said. She wiped her forehead wearily.
She’d been up since before daybreak building a fire in the wooden cookstove and
fixing breakfast for her four boys. I was the oldest, seventeen years old, and
today was my first day to work in the mines.
I noticed Dad’s hard hat and work boots
by the door; he was still in the back bedroom. Mom touched my shoulder briefly
as I got my stuff and stepped out on the porch to wait for him.
“Take care, son,” she said softly. She
turned away quickly, but not before I caught the tear in her eye. Mom hated the
mines; she’d lost her father and two brothers during a cave-in ten years ago.
She’d wanted Dad to quit then. She didn’t want me to start now.
This was a temporary job for me. I
wanted to go to college (the first of our family to do so), but even with the
bank loan I managed to get, I needed more money for books and clothes. Dad got
me hired at his job site—a deep mine five miles away. We’d walk there and back
and eat our milk and bread so as not to have to spend our fifty cents’ pay on
food or gas.
I heard Dad’s voice and he came out the
door; his eyes were ringed with the black soot residue that scrubbing couldn’t
get off, and he was rolling his Prince Albert. “Ready, boy”? Before I could
answer, he inhaled deeply and immediately his thin body was wracked with harsh
coughing. He continued to smoke as we started to walk rapidly. “You’re almost a
man now son… by the end of this summer, you will be a man.”
God help me, I worked hard that summer.
A pick and a shovel, crawling on my hands and knees, too tired at the end of my
shift to barely talk; but if hard, dangerous work was the measure of a man, I
became one.
By the end of that first week, my knees
were bloody and raw from scrabbling on them for hours on end when the roof wall
was too low for a man to stand. I coughed short, hard coughs and spit up gobs
of phlegm streaked black; even the snot from my nose and the tears from my eyes
ran black.
The men had taken to calling me Junior,
and after seeing that I aimed to stick it out, they treated me good. Dad worked
deeper than I did, with the experienced old-timers, but he heard tell of how I
wasn’t no quitter. He was happy with me then.
When I’d first told him how I wanted
more schooling, he’d snorted and said, “Are you afraid to work for your
living?” I needed to prove I could work at what he thought was a “real” job,
but I also aimed to show him I had further ambitions than to work in the mines
all my life. On our walks home, I told him of my plans to travel and see the
world. He said, “Yep, I had them plans too. Best you settle down and marry some
little girl from these hills than take off to God knows where, son.”
I kept talking every day, and I wore him
down. He began listening, even asked questions about college. That summer, my
dad and I actually talked at length for the first time I could remember. I
found out that he’d dreamed of going to Texas when he was young. “Out there is
wide-open spaces so a man can breathe,” was what he said. My dad had emphysema
and black lung, also a touch of TB, but couldn’t afford medicines or doctors; ...
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Beautiful People of Stretchneck Holler
I remember seeing my grandfather on my
mother’s side. I was scared to death of him. I saw him a few more times when I
went with my mother back to visit after we moved across the mountain. His image
remains vivid even today. I may have gotten my height and coloring from him.
He was tall, big and blond, with white
and pink baby-looking skin. He was a violent man. His work: a union organizer.
He called men out on strike by shooting a pistol in the air near the mouth of
the mine.
He carried his money in a large leather
wallet chained to his belt. His job afforded him good money. He drank heavily
and everyone up and down Knox Creek, where he lived, knew he had another woman.
She was young and beautiful with fair skin, red hair, and pretty clothes. That’s
where he spent his time off from work. She got his money—what he did not spend
on moonshine. He would walk up the road, staggering back and forth, on payday.
Sometimes falling down by the road and lying there until he came to, then back
up to stagger towards home and my waiting grandmother. Once he made it home to
his tarpaper shack, he hung up his wide-brim hat on the wooden peg by the front
door. After making sure his white shirt was open down almost to his waist and
adjusting his shoulder holster, he sprawled out on the feather tick bed after
he checked the chambers, making sure the Smith & Wesson pistol was fully
loaded. When he was roused up by cars and trucks speeding up and down the road
and blowing their horns as they passed his house, he’d get out of bed, pull his
pistol out of his holster, throw the door open and shoot up in the air yelling,
“You scabs, damn you. You sons-of-bitches. Go to Hell.” Then he would slam the
door shut and sprawl back down on the feather tick bed until the cars and
trucks came again. He guarded the United Mine Workers of America on Knox Creek
with his very life. His allegiance belonged to the miners’ union, and anyone
who did not swear by John L. Lewis was in danger of my grandfather’s wrath.
His wife, my grandmother on my mom’s
side, was my favorite person in the world. I knew her best because my mom
talked about her constantly. A battered and abused woman, she fought off my
grandfather with a hot poker when he tried to beat her while he was drunk. He
cursed my grandmother and left her mostly penniless except for what little bit
she could lift from his wallet while he was in a drunken stupor...
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